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|  one. Because a heart can't lie,
even though a face may try.  two. The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention is that sometimes your heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happily endings. That's not even the difficult part, the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back. 
three. She looks up at the building,
says shes thinking of jumping.
she says shes tired of life,
she must be tired of something. 
four. she smiles like everyone expects her to,
she living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something's wrong with that smile today.
congratualtions, kid. you got to her. 
five. "I've never had a feeling like the one I have now,
I am almost 18 and I think I've felt everything about love
but this, this is a completely different feeling. I usually feel
like the protector, but now laying in your arms I feel so
safe and secure. I've never felt that way with anyone, everything you say
leaves this everlasting imprint on my heart. I'll never forget you
and the way you make me feel. Your amazing, I love you."
- someones boyfriend.
six. people say i've changed.
i like to say, "I found myself" 
seven. Girl: Why can't we ever let each other go?
Boy: Because we never really want to. 
eight. "he asked me what i planned on doing for the rest of my life. when i said "i don't know," he got down on one knee and said; "wanna spend it with me?" 
nine. "So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy
and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."
-The Perks of Being a Wallflower. 
ten. I'm not anything special. I'm still mad after counting to ten backwards, and I hate wearing shoes. I read more than I should and I know way too many big words. I stumble, trip and fall on a regular basis, but when I'm with you, it doesn't matter, my stupidity, becomes genius and my imperfections, well, I have none 
eleven. I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, and cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter as long as youre having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about break a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too, or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think "this might make my girl smile" as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything hes got. 
twelve. im still alive. im still breathing. im still holding on.
im not giving up. im not moving out. im not dropping out of school.
im trying to make good choices. im trying to find my way. im trying not to give up hope 
thirteen. Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget what we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us.
Somewhere we went wrong.
Our love is like a song,
But you won't sing along.
You've forgotten about us.
-dontforget, demilovato. 
fourteen. I want someone to call when I get bored,
to sneak me junk food when I’m sick,
to understand that I mean the opposite of what I say,
someone that will know how to cheer me up,
that won't have overwhelming expectations of me,
that will feel comfortable around my family,
just someone that truly enjoys my company
as much as I enjoy theirs.
fifteen. ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance. And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you’re better off without, but yet, you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn’t deserve you, but yet, you choose to overlook it because you love them. 
sixteen. I feel comfortable around you.
When I am with you,
I don't have to be perfect.
I don't even have to try for perfect.
You already know all my secrets..
The things I keep hidden from
everyone else.
So I am able to finally just be myself; which probably shouldn't
be such a big deal.
But it was. 
seventeen. Everythig seemed to be going right
we've known each other for a while,
Everyone thought we'd end up together by now
Part of me wished they were wrong, as if i was in love with our
friendship, but the other part of me hoped they were right, as if
i was in love with you. Now i guess we'll never find out. | | |
| These are some quotes I made, they mean something to me. It's what I've been through in the last month. one. It's 9:18 in the morning and im tired, and all i can seem to think about is you, sometimes i just sit here and daydream about you constantly im jsut worried that you might come across me liking you. two. you said you liked me and wanted to date me but didnt know me well enough, you also told me that you stopped dating because youve been hurt to many times before. I had the confidence all ready to tell you i liked you back but then she came along. three. why lie to mee? what ive always wanted was for you to be honest with me, i dont deserve to be lied to, i guess you were to much of a coward to actually tell me how you felt. four. ive never been complpetley honest with you, i know i should have but i was worried about the outcome, but i think im ready to say what ive wanted to say for a while now, i know it may not mean nothing to you but to me, its those words that keep me able to breath so, let me go right out and say it, i love you. | | |
| Sorry, I havn't been updating.. Iv'e been really busy with the first week of school. I promise i'll update moree. I made the quotes but not the pictures. one. She's disconsolate in the fact that she's not like everybody else.
She's been taunted, abused and unloved for most of her life.
Her thoughts of rage have become alot clearer now.
But there seems to be only one thing that keeps her sane.
The boy of her dreams, that she hopes to be with one day. - - Made by Me - - 
two. You hate my guts?
then why not rip them out and watch the blood regurgitate
out of my stomach?
I'm sure it would keep you sane for awhile.
Now that you know I'm lying there blood piled around me, dead without a pulse.
Maybe, now you'll see me for who I was but you'd be too late,
Im already a deteriorating corpse beneath what we call ground.
So before you decide to tear away at me, you
might want to think about how you might feel before im gone forever. - - Made by Me - - 
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| one. Andrea: "I guess it's over."
Vince: "No. I'll wait."
Andrea: "It won't work."
Vince: "I'll wait until there's nothing left to wait for."
-Vince's Life 
two. you were everything
that’s bad for me
make no apologies
I’m crushed
Black and blue
But you know
I’d do it all again for you
[ All Again For You ; We The Kings ] 
three. I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there’s a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just don’t dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just ten seconds. There isn’t another soul on this planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I’m with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next level, because it’s there, between you and me. you can’t deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I’m forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me. 
four. I make mistakes, that’s what I do.
I speak without thinking, I act without
knowing. I drink so much that I can
barely walk. I’m a fantastic lover
though, and an amazing friend,
God knows I mean well
[ Sex and the City ] 
five. that’s what life is about.
those moments when you feel
entirely carefree, like nothing
can touch you. it’s those moments
that make the hard parts so worth it.
It’s moments like that, that make
this heartache bearable. I know it’ll
pass – my moments will come. 
six. if the definition of beautiful gets any smaller,
there will be nothing left. 
seven. he was different. He never said "I want to be friends."
after he said goodbye, it was like he knew, he knew that
he had broken my heart bad enough when he saw my
tears fall. He knew me well enough that he just knew
what to say. And when he spoke, he looked me in the
eyes and said, "I hope you talk to me again someday." 
eight. I’m the kind of girl who can get in the shower and finally realize there are no towels. I’m the kind of girl you’ll have crazy memories with. I’m the kind of girl who’ll burst into tears from laughing so much, just cause she can. I’m the kind of girl who carries her emotions on her back. I’m the kind of girl who’ll make you remember what we had. Yeah, I’m that girl. 
nine. this year I got everything I wanted and
everything I wished for, but in a way I lost even more
[ One Tree Hill ] 
ten. I've spent a lot of time being miserable. It's like misery's an old friend, and it tricks you sometimes into thinking that it's always going to be there, that you can't be happy. But you can, you can walk away from pain and I think being in love is the best way to do it. 
eleven. Here we are, standing at some point of our lives where both of us are clueless. Somehow passing this point makes it too hard to go back, back to days where nothing mattered, where we lived carefree. Maybe somehow we need to go back, maybe we just aren't ready. I'm not sure, and I'm scared. I'm scared to ruin what we've already started, and scared to go on to something I can't handle. 
twelve. You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right, no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, 'cause no one can tell you you're doing it wrong. 
thirteen. if you love me > say it
if you trust me > do it
if you want me > show it
can't live without me> prove it 
fourteen. when your right no one remembers
but when your wrong no one forgets. 
fifteen. true friendship can make it
through anything , because
its strong enough to last forever. 
sixteen. a break up is like a broken mirror
its easier to forget it
than to try fixing it & hurting yourself. 
seventeen. Do whatever makes you happy. Because in the end, you're the only one that's guaranteed to be there. 
eighteen. I gave you my heart and that's all I can give you. If that's not enough, then I'm not enough. 
nineteen. Change is a funny thing. We are never quite sure what we are becoming, or why.
Then one day we look at ourselves, and wonder who we are, and how we got there. | | |
| Well, I wanted to let you guys know that i started a blogring, so if you want to you can join it. :)
I'd appreciate it alot, its.. Photography & Quotes.
thanks loves, :) one. So tonight I hope that I will do just fine
And I don't see how you could ever be
Anything but mine. 
two. Inside I hope you know im dying, with my heart beside me
in shattered pieces that may never be replaced
and if I died right now, you'd never be the same. 
three. Cause I'm a mess and you know that I can't help it
The drive home never seemed this long before
Killing time just a little bit faster
And I swear we'll make it. 
four. i'm throwing away pictures
that i never should have taken in the first place
and it's cold in my apartment
as i'm changing all the colors
from the brightest reds to grays. 
five. I guess I shouldn't hold on so tight
since you've already let me go. 
six. Dream a little today.
You can face reality tomorrow. 
seven. Shes tired of trying.
Shes tired of crying.
Outside shes smiling,
but deep down inside
shes dying.. 
( I took this picture in windsor, I'ts not very good though.)
eight. I'll leave you behind.
It's not the first time
that we've been through this,
it happens every time.
You hear the sound of my name at the top of their lungs.
This dumb game you play isn't fooling anyone.
And now i wanna know
are you catching my drift yet? 
nine. These numbers repeat themselves.
These phone calls have no destination.
I'm dialing just anything to hear a voice tonight.
I'm desperate for your attention.
I'm all ears and i hear nothing again. 
ten. I see you
and i'm waiting to make my move.
But i'm scared
and i know that you've got better things to do.
I'll touch your hand
and i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
It's cliche i know,
but baby it's the price we pay
to get the things we've wanted
and get the things we've left behind.
It's what you've wanted,
what you needed,
what you've always dreamt about.
Don't take another step.
Don't breathe another breath.
Unless you're coming back to me. 
eleven. And now i know that i have made big plans
and i have said big things that i've pulled out of my head.
But these sins are kept in a lot
and have been kept it all,
now a handful is all thats left.
Can you just look at how things were
and how they are right now?
And please just tell me that i am right.
Just tell me why it's so hard for you to be wrong for once in your life. 
(I also took this picture in windsor, it's bad as well.)
twelve. Now that we have said goodbye
don't try and fix it up again.
It's my fault that you can't stand a thing i do.
And don't lie because we know that you want too.
Now i can't seem to comprehend
how the things that you're saying is not what you meant at all.
Because last time i checked
these so called "friends"
were your "friends till the very end". 
thirteen. I'm checking your pulse
I'm giving you air
But your body disagrees
And no it don't care at all
I'm wasting my time Now your eyes roll awake
You're looking at me
You say "Darling what happened
Did I fall asleep?"
And you carry me home
Cause I know I wasn't here. 
fourteen. Let's try this again
And this time don't laugh
Cause I'm working on my sentences
I'm working on my play on words
I'll get it this time
If I am a clock
Then you are the time
I'm patiently waiting
In your out of line
And i'll be the question
If you'll be the answer. 
sixteen. Do you need
me at night
when you're warm
in your bed?
Do you see
what went wrong
when i look
in your eyes?
Now darling don't be worried
when you're sleeping on you're own tonight. 
seventeen. She can't stand you, you don't know why
but it kills you deep inside
He's yearning, she is learning now
how it feels to be alive. 
eighteen. I don’t know how to speak for anyone but myself.
You see darling there’s nothing I can say that will save you anyway.
I’ll scream loud at the top of my lungs tonight.
Cause you know you will always be my life.
Shooting stars could never be this bright.
Do you know you will always be my life?
I'm screaming out your name, I'm not used to this.
There‘s no turning back there‘s no going away. 
nineteen. I won't breathe until you just tell me everything’s alright,
I am not scared of loosing this
I’m afraid of losing you.
I’m sorry that this will not end.
But I can't find the strength to speak.
Cause on the calendar of your events i'm last week. 
twenty. It's a basic truth of the human condition that
everybody lies. The only variable is about what.
The weird thing about telling someone they're
dying is it tends to focus their priorities.
You find out what matters to them- What they're
willing to die for. 
twenty-one. he reached for her hand.
"i don't want to lose you."
his voice was almost a whisper.
she could feel the tears again,
&& she fought them back.
"but you don't want to keep
me either, do you?"
to that, he had no response. 
twenty-two. I changed myself, and every little thing that
I do. Changed my whole wardrobe, my hair color,
the way I walk. I changed so much that you wouldn’t
recognize me, I can’t even recognize myself. Started
talking to a boy that used to ignore me completely,
he says I’m wonderful and talented. I’m hoping that
next time I see you; you won’t notice how I changed
just to forget about you. 
twenty-three. don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
you should be worrying about yourself.
because as far as i can see,
you're still an asshole. 
twenty-four. I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place
So I never have to deal with you again. 
twenty-five. Things have been getting kind of heavy these days
Trying to figure out what road to take
There’s many decisions to be made
And the only time I feel ok
Is when I’m in your arms
baby girl you’ve got me missing you all day long
From the second I wake up to the second my day is done
With every breath I take in
Ill swear on every inch of my lungs
I’m with you. 
twenty-six. Sometimes I can’t believe my eyes
I want to stare up
And get lost in the city lights
Because I’ve had enough and this is the end
And now I understand
That a heart breaks it does not bend
Someone please help me out
I never meant to take this so far
Now I’ve fallen way too hard
Take a long step back to
To The days when I was younger
Decisions never mattered all this much. 
twenty-seven. Saw you crashing 'round the bay, never seen you act so shallow, or look so brown.
Remembered all the things you'd say, how your promises went hollow, as you threw me to the ground. 
twenty-eight. I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up. 
twenty-nine. I am on the mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget things I still lack. 
thirty. I can never love you, I can never reach you. 
thirty-one. Goodbye you liar,
Well you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything. 
thirty-two. Life is a test and I get bad marks
Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins. 
thirty-three. So pray little girl, love is god on a good day. 
thirty-four. Do I divide and fall apart? 'cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark. And the ship went down in sight of land. 
thirty-five. I know you think that I'm someone you can trust
But I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up. 
thirty-six. I am on the mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget things I still lack. 
thirty-seven. Take all that you have,
And turn it into something you were missing.
Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans. 
thirty-eight. Burning out my sins until there's nothing but dust
holding me with care into your cigarette
Cause the God I believe in never worked on a campaign trail. 
thirty-nine. Please make the technology
So I can turn up your love like some cold machine
Don't feed me scraps from your bed
I won't be the stray coming back just to be fed. 
fourty. If you try running a maze of your lies, it's too hard to save. You've thrown out everyone. | | |
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amazing song.
switchfoot:dare you to move.
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